My brother thinks I'm the lucky one, even though I let so much shit slide with him. It is very hard to figure out what's stopping me from calling 9-1-1 and hauling his ass to jail. Can't possibly be love, because it's hard to love something that loves to cause you harm. All I need to do is dial in a phone 9-1-1, tell them "my brother has been assaulting me for a few years now and just did it again. This is simply the straw that broke the camel's back. Can you take him away?". And watch as my evil brother gets taken away by the police. Then and only then will I have TRUE justice. I will admit that I have done things I'm not proud of, but it's not right to abuse me at least once a month.